This week has been extremely hard for me but in the hard times that we face one has to come to grips with the change that they are about to endure. I have realized that my change is very much needed and I have known this for quite some time but being able to really accept that and actually putting forth effort and making the change is two different things.
Change One - Smoking. I am on Day two of my journey to a smoke free life. I feel pretty confident that I will get through this. I’m taking that chantix, which makes me extremely tired all the time and my stomach hurts but its working. I’m also taking victims again, which I have not taken in like six months and eating three healthy meals a day and trying to run every other day. And of course I went ahead and bought the biggest bag of M&Ms that Wal Mart had… just to be on the safe side. I have only eaten half of it and I bought it Wednesday afternoon.
Change two – Ending bad relationship. I’m not sure if it actually ended this week or if I finally realized that this person was always going to treat me poorly… I think the latter because I have known for over six months that it was not getting any better and that I would never marry him and I suppose once you establish that then there is no reason to move forward with that person. Gosh that sounds so harsh but that is true. I guess what is even truer than that is once a person starts making you sick to your stomach it’s probably time to move on.
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